Flashback of memories from last year this time, so much has legit changed. The places I went the places I'm going. I would never have thought I would hang out with the people I've hung out with these past few days this time last year.
Last year I didn't even know these people or even talked to them, this year they're one of my closest friends. Last year my feelings are way different than this year. I used to play maplestory at home on the computer almost every day cause I was that bored, now I have friends (I mean I go out). Last year I had no idea what I wanted to do, this year I'm going to University.
Last year this time I hadn't experienced anything, this year I'm living life.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Goodbye
It's been a good 4 (was it 4?) years, but I have to let you go and delete you from my bookmarks.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Karma
Usually I’m not that scared of spiders, unless they are super fast or they are huge. But today, I’m studying in the morning and I look up and there’s a spider crawling all over the ceiling, and now I’m scared. I mean this spider isn’t that big, but what happens if the spider decides he wants to fall on me? So every 2 minutes, I look up to see if it’s still there, what a waste of time. It then gets on the chandelier and I’m scared it’s going to come down, and then I shake it. That is when I noticed the second spider, I swear it just slingshotted there. I think to myself, why today of all days? The universe must hate me, or I have some really BAD karma. So now instead of studying, I’m staring at the (one) spider (just killed the other one), and blogging this. How productive, well I guess better than last night. So I’ve seen countless spiders, a caterpillar and loads of ladybugs. Should I be scared?
Shit, the spider's gone, it's not on the ceiling anymore. I don't think I can study anymore.
Shit, the spider's gone, it's not on the ceiling anymore. I don't think I can study anymore.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Before I go.
This girl is amazing. I think I love her. I've never heard of this song before, but she made me go youtube it.
Waiting...
If you know me, I watch quite a lot of television. Most of them are about teenager's lives, gossip girl, one tree hill, the O.C., gilmore girls, smallville,veronica mars pretty little liars, glee and what not. Although I did not come from another planet (Krypton) I watched those thinking I can some day relate to those (in high school). Yet today's the last day of high school and I haven't really experienced much. Sure I've had crushes, drank a little, spoken to the cops and what not but not to the extremes in those shows.
Shootings, hooking up, getting into fights,going to jail, having sex all the time (maybe with more than one person), all the relationship drama or love triangles, no experiences with the same gendered sex, or having those crazy kegger/drinking parties, no road trips to mexico, getting totally wasted/overdosing, no talking to psychiatrist no pregnancy scares (tbh most of my friends haven't gone to first base,let alone having a baby), no long lost brother/sister showing up.
Are the things in the television show dougall boosted or do these things actually happen? I guess these things do happen, I just didn't hang out with that crowd (playing Never have I ever and discovered that some of those things mentioned above actually happen and hearing through the grape vines). I mean for most of my high school life I went to school and came home, I only went out very little and my mom didn't even let me sleep over at places, what made me think that the above would have happened. So what determines what a person does in high school, was it my parents, my age, my maturity, my friends? So having not experienced those things, I feel like my high school is more of a waste than anything I mean I have no cool stories to tell when I go to university, or if I ever play Never have I ever, well I guess I won't be drinking.
Then I think of the other kids of my school, kids who probably never drank at all or even dealt with anyone and barely went out, and wonder that must have been a boring 4 years.
I think I would really encourage my sister to live those four years of high school to the fullest and have fun but while still doing good in school and not totally ruining their life for their future.
To conclude this all I guess I didn't really have the "high school experience" and my high school life has actually been quite boring but I guess I have loads of other memories not necessarily possible if not done sober. So is not having the "high school experience" a good or bad thing?
Shootings, hooking up, getting into fights,going to jail, having sex all the time (maybe with more than one person), all the relationship drama or love triangles, no experiences with the same gendered sex, or having those crazy kegger/drinking parties, no road trips to mexico, getting totally wasted/overdosing, no talking to psychiatrist no pregnancy scares (tbh most of my friends haven't gone to first base,let alone having a baby), no long lost brother/sister showing up.
Are the things in the television show dougall boosted or do these things actually happen? I guess these things do happen, I just didn't hang out with that crowd (playing Never have I ever and discovered that some of those things mentioned above actually happen and hearing through the grape vines). I mean for most of my high school life I went to school and came home, I only went out very little and my mom didn't even let me sleep over at places, what made me think that the above would have happened. So what determines what a person does in high school, was it my parents, my age, my maturity, my friends? So having not experienced those things, I feel like my high school is more of a waste than anything I mean I have no cool stories to tell when I go to university, or if I ever play Never have I ever, well I guess I won't be drinking.
Then I think of the other kids of my school, kids who probably never drank at all or even dealt with anyone and barely went out, and wonder that must have been a boring 4 years.
I think I would really encourage my sister to live those four years of high school to the fullest and have fun but while still doing good in school and not totally ruining their life for their future.
To conclude this all I guess I didn't really have the "high school experience" and my high school life has actually been quite boring but I guess I have loads of other memories not necessarily possible if not done sober. So is not having the "high school experience" a good or bad thing?
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